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See how I wasted my life.

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遇强则强 遇弱则弱

i simply mesmerised by this sentence

never giving up !!

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

i am so disappointed
how can my chinese drop so much
20 MARKS !! omg
from 84 to 64
i totally cant believe it
the moment i heard i got 64
my heart and jaw dropped
i am just so shocked
from primary 1 to now
i have nv get 70 and below for my chinese
but now 64
an A1 to C5
i am just so disappointed on myself
!!!

buaixx`-stop making my life miserable

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

tired ..
just felt so tired coming back from school
the burst of enery tat i had
had been used up
tired from all the studying
today had a long day
ot scolding by tat idiotic miss lai larhs
she moody then take her anger against us
kao !!
cannot use com too long gotta go study
science .. > the most formulae subject

buaixx`-stop making my life miserable

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

What are troubles ?
a person like me can be
troubled over troubles
are we finding troubles or
troubles finding you
I am totally lost inside
seeing just troubles
does crying over it help
but how come when troubles came
tears is all i have
The tears tat are at the corner of
my eyes will only drop only
when no one else was there
seeing the brave side of me was
only the half of me
no one ever see me in my the other half
except some but nv in class
screaming and shouting was my points
in the brave side
tears and loneliness was my points
in the other side
do u think i mean to scream at u
cause of just 1 seat !!
wadeva other think as long as
u understand wad i explain to u at the field
todayy ..

I just hated troubles
but it wasnt my fault for it
if u wan blame in all on me
den even if u did it too ! cause i dun
give a damn on wad will happen as
what will happen, will happen
what will not happen, will not happen
it just depends!
but all i am asking from u is just
let me live my life simply
i just sick and tired of everything
At least let me live in peace
laughter are just emotion tat will cover all
your sadness away
it is just replacing it temporary
so dun think it will stay there permanantly
I just cant stand liars and those who are fakes
they actually knew it but yet act innocent
those are real suckers
all they does was just taking news and keep it to them
but yet they act in front of me
as if like nth happen ..
i just cant stand it !!!
I HAD ENOUGH
stop being yourself and leave ppl out

bUaixX`-stop making my life miserable`

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

had lots of fun day today =)
i woke up 11.30 but the probblem is i am
suppose to meet qian at 11.30
so i went to take a quick bath then change
as fast as i could.
around 11.45 i leave my house
i reach at comonwealth bout 12+
den after tat we went to jurong
but the problem is i thought
stacey was staying at jurong there
but when we reach there qian called
her and asked .. where she live
but it turn out to be clementi ..
okayys nvmd , me and qian went back to
clementi ! but den when stacey came up from
the escalator i didnt except it to be her
when qian called her i thought she was callng the
wrong person > pai seh
cause she nv turn back mahx
after tat we go look for her
and it is really her !!

She told us something which makes me and qian
laugh out our head
her shoe strap was broken and she asked for staple
lols =)
we thought of going bugis for shoes
so when the mrt came. we went in
but stacey shoe went into the hole of clementi
( go check it out near the escalator )
so in the mrt we exchange shoe !!
qian to stacey. mine to qian
ended up me having no shoe ..
so i went around without shoes .. hehes
we went around bugis junction but all shops were close
so we went to bugis street !!
the floor was cool > so dirty yet i still walk on it
my one and only chance
hehes. couldnt believe it rite ?
anyway we found a shop which the shoe quality sux
stacey bought it for $18
we went to the ulu ulu place to change !
den after tat we went to mos burger
and she found out tat the shoe wasn't good as
the skin was dropping !
she wore it not even 1/2 an hour
lols ..
after tat we went to arcade !!
we almost get a PSP but failed
hate it .. so sad =(
played there for 1 hour
den we went around shopping til
we went to cold storage for SUSHI TIME
after tat went to delifrANCE for tea time
lols .. so many time but after tat i need to go back so all went back
hahs !! let me post some pics for u all



sorry a little blur

















bUaiXx`-stop making my life miserable

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

我当然是因为喜欢他才会一直保持沉默
不然他和我就不能自然相处了
而他就不能在我身旁

THIS was wad
zhuo yi quan > wu zun
said when he confess to juliet he likes ella
omg .. it was during episode 12 !!!
THIS SENTENCE WAS
the sentence tat i like most =)

He also asked rui xi

你知道默默愛一个人的感觉吗 ?
会痛苦吗 ?

So touching rite ??
hahs

BuAiXx`-stop making my life miserable

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

Happy Valentine's day to everyone !!!

yes ! just watch finish HYSNSN
( Hua yang shao nian shao nu )
episode 13 !!
tang yu zhe aka nan .. so handsome wearing the uniform
den somemore xiu yi so pityful !! hahx
gtg re watch lerhs bye bye

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

okayys .. jus before i go for dance today
i am gonna post bout yesterday
yesterday had a real tiring day
we practice so much tat my hands
are so pain .. hahs den after tat
me and xin went to buy straws den
left stacey, theresa, evelyn, qian and jas
when we went back they sayys they wanna
go ginza to eat so went too los but ended up
me getting scolded by someone extra !!!
wad thee...
think she very big like tat
so me, xin, qian did not went in to eat .. we went to macdonald to
eat .. so we all bought drinks and i went to take
many sttraws which is exactly 12 straws
then we used them to make hearts
so we went down and give them
Hwee jie Hui shan xuan jing ( this 3 names hope i spell correctly)
den stacey theresa evelyn ..
did u see someone missing ??

HAHS BUAIXX`-stop making my life miserable

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

Somethings tat are deep inside your heart
which u do not need to make it clear
for u to undersstand
in which ever way tat u dun like me
i have also got no choice
i was born the way i am
i cant make changes to it .. i dunno
wad u wan also
i tried to adapt to the way u are too
cant u jux do the same thing back as me
i may not be wad i am tat u are thinking
as there is too many things
buried down THERE
try to recall wad i have told u
think it carefully and u will understand fully
i am jux sorry

BuaiXx`

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

i really dun understand larhs ..
wad are frens for ??
i was jux trying to entertain nia mahx
come and scold me ..
wadeva larhs ..
dun entertain den keep quiet los !!!!!!!!

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

haix .. i have frustrated the whole day
because of something los .. and have
laugh the last few lesson too

it was so funny larx .. during TP lesson was
bout 2 thing .. one is bout """
the other is bout the
JAPANESE PERM
if u say it fast i will sound like
JAPANESE SPERM
dun believe try it ..
dun think to..
hahs gtg go watch HUA YANG SHAO NIAN SHAO NU
omg .. want to finish lerx .. kayys kayys

bUAixX`

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

todayys was damn damn unhappy with someone
i got scolded "BITCH" for no reason ...
when i am jux doing my own stuffs
funny los .. dunno wad i do to
OFFEND her !! ...
she very big mehx
wadeva speaking of tat devil
makes my blood boil ..

Hadd a veryy tiring day at dance todayys
but it was cool .. hahs
i jux wan to close my eyes and
take a real real real good SLEEP
BUT ....
MUST WATCH FINISH HUA YANG SHAO NIAN SHAO NU
FIRST .. AHH! EPISODE 12 PART 3 AND 4 COME OUT
LERHS =) SO HAPPY
gtg go watch lerhs ..

bUaixx`

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

DAMNED FUCKED UP TODAY !!!

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

today had PE lesson early in the morning
before we had hurdles jumping
we were running aroung the field 4 rounds
in the first round , i ran with qian
but after tat qian started walking so i continued to run
with Huimin. both of us were like breathing in
beats .. hahas after tat we ran together without
stopping ..

we had hurdles jumping later on
we were all so pai seh when we were about to jump tat time
so when i jump i was like every one i ump i screamed once
lolx .. den after went for ting xie
den followed by lesson til the last 2 period
science. we were having practical lesson on
heating !! so we wore glasses .. me and geraldine were so
afraid of doing in pairs so we wanted to o with nic and quizhi
but in the end dunno why miss foo dun allow ??
lolx.. after school went home qian but the both of us
were so tired til we sleep .. hehe=)
i now using qian com too
her bro wan to use lerx

bUaixX`

here without you. My heart had stopped too.