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those were memories

See how I wasted my life.

I only show the latest post. If you are free enough, you can bother to look at my previous posts, but don't waste time. ♥

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i love the sunshine rays!

JESLYN

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

why still remain as friends when you hate that person so much?
Answer: It is always better to have a FRIEND than an ENEMY :]

in front of him/her, you make it as if nothing had happen.
Answer: Duh, why bother to spoil the mood the way she does?
Im kind :]

but behind his/her back, everything is the opposite.
Answer: Of cos la, cannot tahan then what you want.
Say infront of her to break her heart?

i just don't understand.
Answer: cannot ah? too bad los. your pa sar :]

does the 2 years of friendship mean anything to you?
Answer: If it doesnt mean anything, I wouldnt treat it as if nothing happen.
In front of her.

or is it just fake?
Answer: Its not fake. Its just pure genuine :]

if it does not mean anything to you then why not just end it.
Answer: As I said, afterall, we're still schoolmate and dancemate. why bother?

oh, i don't know you anymore.
Answer: Its not that you dont know me. Its you dont feel like knowing me.
Dont make your problem my problem, because its not mine.

&&& im not trying to play favourites here ok.
Answer: i didnt say you were.
maybe you are because you are in the same class as her.
only you know the answer.

dont make everything to sound as if its my FAULT.
stop trying to pathetic, it doesnt work in our school.
oh by the way, dont try to act cute in front of JOSHUA. ( talking bout both)
he will never like you and the other has a sweet girlfren.
one last thing: dont laugh like an IDIOT, cause its disgusting.
dont give me that SINE face, cause it really looks like fuck face!
* your dressing sense SUCKS. TO: kampong auntie*
hope you know who are you. :]
THANK YOU!

JES

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

IN MEMORY OF SEC 3 CAMP
today is the 1st week aniversary from the day we are back

today
a bit not in mood today. early in the morning was a real heavy rain, gotta get up early in case i reach the station late (it's just 5 min earlier). Normal routines then it was class. Mrs Lee was sick again. GET WELL SOON YEAH. so we had like no teachers in our class but it was quiet inside. amazing thing which i first ever in my life sees it. OK STOP THE CRAP OF MY LESSON, if i continue it will never stops. to be CONTINUED...

Ying Xin and Jaslyn are like saying a crazy person! they say i study until my brain is SIAO. hahas, dunno wat happen also. i'm starting to be like the used to be me in 2e4, get wat i mean?
means tat i behaving like wad i use to be behaving in 2e4. but now in 3e1, i think ppl are all thinking tat i'm mad. i've been going against teachers this few days and etc.

i bet ppl in 3e1 never ever in their life see me like tat before except for ex-2e4ians. i am always BORED in class, to me it seems that it had not been bonded that well, but still bonded as we are talking to talk to each other whom they used to come from diff. class. i wondered how i spent my past 4 months.

Now i've been sleeping quite early, night activity are always finished in the evening when i reached home. by the time it's at night, i've got nth to do at all. So i coulg just watch TV until i sleep. so yupps! HORROR THING IS UP NEXT.


horror
exams are round the corner, this is the table:

• wednesday (30/4) : EL 1 & CL 2
• thursday - LABOUR DAY
• friday (2/5) : Geo & physics
• saturday & sunday: not rest time, its horror studying time
• monday (5/5) : SS & Lit 1
• tuesday (6/5) : Bio & A-maths
• wednesday (7/5) : Lit 2 & E-maths 1
• thursday (8/5) : EL 2 & E-maths 2
• friday (9/5) : CL 2 & chemistry
• saturday & sunday: 3E1 can rest at home and dun need worry bout studies but 3e2-3e5 ... still got their combined chem! wakkaakas
• MONDAY (12/5) : 3E1 IS FREE!.. SO GOOD LUCK TO 3E2- 3E5 for their combined chem.

jeslyn tan is off to SLEEP... zZzZzZ !

JES :DD

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

back from camp!
shall explain wad happen in the 3D2N

DAY 1

as usual met JASLYN in the morning but failed to go school with her as she got off at commonwealth which i dunno why. So i went school myself. Went to hall to hear THE PENGUIN nagging. SHE JUST CANT stop saying, BLAH BLAH. chief EUNICE came to the rescue!
we got splited into our groups, ASPEN GROUP 8.

• Group 5: intructor ADLAN, SL samantha
• Group 6: intructor BAO YUN, SL joshua
• Group 7: intructor RENDALL, SL j-ing♥
• Group 8: intructor MONICA, SL dinnie♥

got on the bus and sat with YingXin. Both of us were discussing about our homework and tat JIA HAO came to extra. WHO CARES! so we arrived at JALAN BAHTERA. ( picture of that place later) . Got settled down in bunk 4 with amanda, serene and yingxin. Finished unpacking and we assemble at the MPH. we were then brought to deck of bunk 9 for our ice breaking game. BORED. i wasnt that enthu at tat time. After tat we combined grp 7&8 together, we learnt cheers. and it was lunch! It was expected for us to say the hungry cheer, and it goes like this:

1. hungry hungry (clap2x) very very (clap2x) hungry very (clap2x) very hungry (clap2x) chee ka la ka pi ya pi ya, chee ka la ka pi ya pi ya. CHIA!

after lunch , we went for our high element. Did not tried at all as it was so scary. We were at the high element there for more than 3 hours. dinner was next, finished and We went to briefing after tat and one person from every group was kidnapped. we have to complete a task and guess a box, if we are wrong we gotta go complete another task. Everyone was sweating like CRAZY. congrats to ASPEN GROUP 7 for getting first. everybody went back to their bunk aka hut to sleep. we washed up and prepared to sleep. i was sleeping beside mel and xin. hahas, it was hot like siao! couldnt sleep at all. but when we all woke, ITS COLD .. BRRR...

DAY 2

breakfast! hahas. we had our time to practice for our campfire performance. Dinnie decided to have a dance performance. So we choose our song, at first they wanted the hip hop police i think. but when SHAWN randomly chose a song the INDIAN SONG. everyone say ok. kind of weird though. finished and we went for KAYAKING! woO. MY PARTNER OF THE DAY: YING XIN! She was my partner everywhere man. i think i sometime irritate until her also. LOLS. ps :X yupps so she was my partner for kayaking too. hahas! finished and it was grp 7&8 to serve. we cant take the few groups who serve before us for breakfast, dinner and lunch. We serve as much as we can, cause few meals b4 could not fufil our stomach. amazing thing! i did rock climbing, cant believe it myself. Finished tat and we went to prepare for campfire.

campfire

we were the 2nd to perform. the whole items goes like this, first was the AHHH-CHHARR dance then comes the cheer :

1. count ASPEN count ASPEN left right count ah, 1.
2. cant hear u ah, 2
3. shout louder ah, 3
4. much better ah, 4
5. all together, 1 2 3 4 5 in the air lets do it together, HI-5.

then it was this cheer :

1. sa (Clap4x)
2. sa (Clap4x)
3. sa sa sa sa
4. xi shua shua xi shua shua xi shua shua ASPEN
5. xi shua shua xi shua shua xi shua shua YEAH
6. xi shua shua xi shua shua xi shua shua ASPEN
7. xi shua shua xi shua shua xi shua shua YEAH
8. bom ta ta bom ta ta bom ta ta ASPEN
9. bom ta ta bom ta ta bom ta ta YEAH
10. bom ta ta bom ta ta bom ta ta ASPEN
11. bom ta ta bom ta ta bom ta ta BOOM!

HAHAS, then it was performance from other houses and group. the mirror game was CUTE. especially cypress, they always had funny poses. hahas, dinnie;redall and joshua;adlan was representative from ASPEN. hahas JOSHUA WAS SEXY! cypress seen all, paiseh-ed himself. but it was all fun though. dinnie and rendall combined with aphicha and jia hao. made JEREMY and EUNICE so confused. AT arnd 11++, it was time for the camp fire to extinguished. cheif eunice said that " look at the smoke tat was being formed, they are going up the sky. everytime u look up the sky u will be able to remember this CAMPFIRE" so touching! it almost made me teared. in the end rendall brought us to deck of hut 3. those word he said make me teared. but luckily it was in the dark and no one seen it.

DAY 3

It was time to go home but had area cleaning first. So our grp became the toilet cleaner with grp 7. BOYS TOILET was horror! eww, but thank you JAREN PLUMBER. and DINNIE SCRUBBER. kind of had fun with the cleaning. hahas went back to school after that, but missed rendal. he was waiting to be enlisted to army in a few weeks time.yupps!

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, thanks J-ING, DINNIE, RENDALL, MONICA. 谢谢你！I LOVE MY GROUP MEMBERS AND MY LEADER! ♥♥♥♥♥♥

JES :DD

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

tmr is SEC 3 CAMP
kind of excited and kind of TURN OFF
cant imagine 2 nights will be spent there
eww...
hahas sound as if so pampered.
LOLS!
i HAVE NOT PACK MY BAG
goodness gracious
so messy. dunno wad to bring sia
ARHHHHH...


CAMPING craze are now on the race! hahas
JES:DD

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

BONDING session tmr.
cant wait for it man!
i'm LOVING the SEC 1'S.
wakakakas

had fun WITH doreen and eugenie JUST NOW
hahas, we played a fool.
me and eugenie played a prank on DOREEN.
but doreen know lar, so not fun liao
:D :D :D :D :D

GOING FOR CHALET tmr
yay! finally lar
break TIME!!!!!!!!!!
cant wait sia.
kind of crazy
gotta go pack my stuffs for tmr
CYA! (:

JES :D

here without you. My heart had stopped too.

had dance today
i can say that, it's finally peace
i never get angry with the sec 1's today
they seems to have changed into a different people today
had quite a fun time at MR SIA'S lesson too
he's being a joker every single day
by the way, i just got prank by MY DANCERS
they sent that stupid msg
saying tmr got dance
what the HELL!
hahas (:
JES :DD

here without you. My heart had stopped too.